Normal Boys – The Stories Behind the Novel

Normal Boys” started out as a short story without a title. I’m a professional writer, not a famous one. On a whim, I wrote the first scene with Greg and Nick. Writing erotic fiction seemed like it would be fun. It is. I was afraid it would be daunting, too. It wasn’t, not really. Over the next six months, “Normal Boys” told its own story. I was as much the reader as I was the writer. It was one of the coolest experiences of my life. I still miss sitting down with Greg and the gang on my laptop every morning.

This blog is about some stories behind the novel. For example, the first line in the book is something a guy in college really said to me. I was as shocked as Greg was, as exhilarated too.

I spent many of my younger years on The Great Lakes, spent a week on a sleek 26-foot boat, skimmed Lake Superior near where experts think The Edmund Fitzgerald sank.

I gave my heart to beautiful young Ohio men and felt it break more times than I can count. I made friends and lost friends. I came of age and came out. It all seemed so normal. We all seemed so normal. Even the dark shadow of the AIDS pandemic seemed, somehow, normal.

I’ll share some stories here. Writers write. I’m happy to do it.

And yeah, I’m already working on the next novel. It’s not a sequel. But, I hope you’ll give it a shot when it comes out. I’ll definitely keep you posted.

Read on. Love more.

 

 

Why I Write M/M Erotic Stories

I had a high school biology teacher who taught us that “sex is friction.” Thinking back on it now, it makes me wonder what his sex life was like. Yes, sex is about nerve endings, the tingle, the push, the pain even. Build and release, I get it.

We all know it’s more than just that, though.

Sex is a craving at the cellular level of our bodies. It’s the wanting that drives us so hard. Sex is a mad rush of neurochemicals. The bigger the dose of desire, the more primal the having becomes. It’s one of the most dynamic human experiences, whether we have it every once in a while or multiple times per day. If you consider it at the biological level, sex is quite basic (think: friction). That’s not how most of us think about it, though. We know, all of us, that sex is transcendent, or at least can be.

How could I not write about something so essential to our humanity, so pivotal to our emotional lives, so moving to our spirit?

In the 2005 documentary “Gay Sex in the 70s,” almost all the subjects talk about finding someone special. Whether they were cruising the piers or the bathhouse, sex wasn’t the end goal. It was the means to something greater. I think that’s why sexual liberation has always been at the center of LGBTQ liberation. Sex is how we discover each other, how we discover ourselves. We hook up and fall in love. Our community of friends is our former and sometimes concurrent lovers. We fuck first and ask questions later. I’m sure it’s true of some straight people as well.

Sex isn’t just the spice in the storyline of our lives. Sex is the key through line in the plot. Maybe our societal angst about which body parts go where makes it interesting to write about. Maybe not, though. We all remember our first. We all can imagine who we’d like to have next. The feelings are visceral and deeply emotional in equal measure. What an amazing entry point (double entendre proudly owned) to the human condition. Our most fragile vulnerability lay here, so too our longing to realize how we are all connected, one human spirit to the other. That’s the stuff writers live for. At least, I do.

I’m the guy who watches Only Fans and wonders, does he love him? Are they friends? Do they really play video games together? Like the guys at the piers and the bathhouses before them, is this how their story begins? The way he looks into his partner’s eyes, that touch, the half-smile, that right there, that’s what I want to write about. Who are they? What’s all this to them? Where’s the plot twist? When they climax, how long will it go on? Could it be forever? Is he the one?

 

Carrick Moore’s latest novel, Normal Boys, is available on Amazon.